When He calls.........a trip 2 Gangasagar Mela

Yesterday,i.e., 11th jan was one of my most memorable day in my life...i went somwhere, i saw somthing, i enjoyed somthing dat i otherwise could have never felt...all thanx 2 my lil sis Reema...nd Shekhar Kaku.....i mean without him..da trip could hav never been posiible so smooth nd comfrtbl....u guys must b thinking what am talkin abt 4 so long...well......it was da trip 2 GANGASAGAR MELA...well many of u must not be knowin abt it....its a traditional fair dat happens in west bengal...where ppl from different states in India as well as Foreighn country arrives...its close to a beach where ganges and Indian Ocean had fallen into each other to create a devotional place....bathing in dis sea is considered as somethin ritual which if commented will reawrd u a 'trip 2 Heaven'.....well quite weird 2 hear 2 some...butr dats what lakhs of ppl or devotees think.....
Well we had no thoughts abt Heaven or Hell..all we know was that, it was something fascinating to be watched......da program was sudden, but it made memories for ages.....when i was sinking in da ocean of books...dis small trip gave me a devotional breathe.....
Our journey started wid a early morning trip 2 Diamond Harbr.....4m dere we took large vessels or small ships..dat took us across ganga toward da mela...4m dere it was again a 35km journey 2 da actual place...ppl hav 2 walk dat distance 2 go dere..but bcoz we were under private attendance we had cars avail....but on da way it was breathe-taking 2 c aged coupl nd evn forgnrs walkin all da way 2 da Mela....da only availabl transport dere s van-rickshaw...its a core-village area.....we reache our private bunglow at abt 11am...took some rest nd walked 2 da mela whch was close by.....deres a mandir of Saint Kapil Mani...He was someone who once attended Sri Ram, Sita nd Lakshman on their way to Vanbas....it is said dat if u pray 2 Him...he will bless u....
So accordingly we worshipped Him...nd den proceeded toward da beach which was alrdy filled up wid ppl bathing on their cause...yesterdy was still less crowded...4m 2day onwrds..its gonnna b more crowded nd suufocated...an intersting thing worth wathchin there was 'nagmunis'...naked sadhus who had brushed their body wid dust, sitting on places nd reading ppl's fortune...althgh naked, they had wathches n hand..Modern Sadhus u c.....dey r sais 2 hav com down 4m da Himalayas....all fakes.....
We went bak 2 bunglow, had lunch...nd started way home...but dat was nt all...there were loads 2 b remembrd...like Hoglas..or small tents were da devotees puts up...dey cooks dere nd remains till da fair gets ovr...every1 had deir own reason 2 com dere...but it was somthn worth 2 b watchd......i dont know how much good luks i hav earned 4m dere..but all i know dat if i wld hav not gone dere, i wld have surely missed da pleasure .....
In bengali it is said" Shob Tirtha Barbar( all place of devotions may be visited no. of time), Kintu Gangasagar Mela Ekbar (but trip 2 gangasagar mela will be possibl only once)"....thankfully..i had my part..da rest is left to Him......

Woman's priority- marriage or education

A strange felling or thought, blocked my mind da whole day...as i was surfing through my orkut account... i found dat some of my friends are married nd already nurturing kids..i mean dat its not dat i have been unknwn of their married life..but it made me feel strange nd realise..dat n da 21st century..when genX is trying to concentrate on making better nd advanced-educated identity...people among us are still dere who finds marriage a bettr optiion 2 get settled dan others...i mean...i know dat marriage is an important rule of life..which if violated may cause problem....but isn't it too early 2 settled at da mere age of 19-20....i dont want 2 interfere in their personal..but "to think is of no harm"...

As i was thinking about all dese..some more thghts came across my mind..like, wht next after M.A....which industry will emply me..if not...den, do i also have 2 be blocked within da four-walled to suffer a 'happy-married life'..dats not me..its not 4 dat am studying so much...wasting my time nd talent just 2 be binded????????????nd if so...wht will occupy me den??? with what will i be able 2 busy myself??????? distracted nd disheartened..i asked my mom abt da above..wht she answered made me c my problems through apositive direction...its true..when u r dedicated 2 something.. whthr work or education..no matter wht??u giv ur 100% to it..nd dere will be some reward 4 it...probably, my friends, who r married..found their dedication in marriage...nd my dediaction still lies among my books nd building-career....probably they r educated in their own way...aftr all better home-making is the ultimate achievment in everyones life....i wish all da best 2 all my friends for a better future nd family..i nevr meant to hurt any under-aged wife's feelings...coz i was not aware of the fact..i kept on disturbing my own foolish-little-brain...thanx to my mom..who althgh less-educated..but is da ultimate "MAN OF THE FAMILY"...cheers 2 Womanhood

Why so?????i dont know...

At time..it feels really strange when you are crowded among people known, yet one feels, why so lonely????? Dats what xactly happens to me sometimes...my day kicked off wid a usual 7a.m. alarm which i re-alarmed it for 8, to get some more sleep....Books r da first thing dat i see in da morning...forwarded wid breakfast, lunch nd a lonely way 2 my classes at 5pm, coz my fellow mate didnt wish 4 a go...sitting in da bus all alone made me feel sick nd tired..passengers were there around single or coupled, but i felt J, coz dey were ocuupied wid something or da other whereas i was not...no remembrence, no thoughts, nothing..da day felt dull 4 me wid no memories 2 re-think..why so, i didnt know....2 occupy myself or as confessed, to hide my loneliness..da only thing i found wid me was da ear-phone for my cell which i had brought wid me considering as a time-pass..da music was playing, RJs were speaking, yet i couldnt hear dem..why so????i didnt know....da walk across da Durgapur bridge to my classes was as boring as da bus-drive..i small 5-star..in my pocket tempt 2 cheer me up...but it was eaten without any satisfaction..why so???? i didnt know....
Probably 2day my sir also seemed like a devil 2 me, coz he left no way out 4m making me more bored nd lonely..da chair beaside me, dat of my friend, felt empty nd deserted...probably if occupied...i had a chance 2 cheer up.....but da day was already planned hard for me..why so?????i didnt know.....back home walking down da Durgapur bridge...taking an auto...nd den walk in my room....dunno why..everything seemed careless nd unfinished....as i sit here in front of my pc at 9pm in da eve...i still dunno wht 2 do or wht sense it makes 4m wht i had written..is it gonna help you 2 know how 2 cheer me up, or is dis da only way 2 split out da loneliness out of my heart..why so???????i dont know....

XAMS OR MARRIAGE.....Which is Important??????

It sometimes feels really strange when u r loaded wid stuffs to be done..but u find nowhere 2 escape from da burden..well u must b wonderin, what made me said dese..well xam phobias sometime do makes you feel giddy, irritated, unbalanced nd sometime..over-weighted...my 1st sem xams r knockn at my door...4th feb s da D-Day..i dunno wht 2 do..or wht 2 study...2hrs wid books made me feel dat i hav been sittin wid it ages...why dis depression..is it bcoz am nt preapred..or coz am not confident abt what i read?????????? No idea, no clue, no option....it was my decission nd it gt 2 b me 2 da finish...

One thing dat is really cheerin me up is my brother's upcomin marriage...dat is somthing am lookin 4wrd more dan my damn xams....probably dats blockin my mind from da books..but dis cant b helpd....i knw it sounds weird dat wid my upcomin xams how da hell i can go gaga abt da marriage..well dats wht we call "Human Psychology"....one dat is less important bcoms priority of life at times..dats wht xacly happening wid me at dis time..."i think i'll complete da chapter bt den da red salwar dat i got 4 myself is gonna kill every1's eye on da marriage day"...."Indian Penal Code had gt something 2 do wid dat Case Study2..bt den, which jeans will match my jacket more 4 da reception"..oh god!!! dis kills man..why da hell cant i concentrate on wht am suppose 2....do i need 2 reconsider dose chapters b4 i go on a further deatailin abt my get-ups 4 da functions???????????????

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